confessions

havent talked in so many days... in a few days it will be a week.
so not fair!!
i understand some things are wrong and weighing heavy on him, but really....?
definitely not fair to me ...
i know i dont always say the right things and im not strong with the comforting but i dont ask for much . just a simple... ::this sht fckn w me too much to talk:: would help my days go by smoother....

crazy huh?

how one person can have so much control over your feelings and emotions...
so much control!
i am the one that needs to be in control

swear i dont ask for much and he knows what it takes. knows women need attention and i have yet to receive anything
was worried about him for a while but he updated his status so i knw hes alive...
so...
when you going to check in on me?

feeling so incomplete.

looking for sht in other places when i know i dont need to but when it comes down to it nothing can replace the real thing. nothing !

miss him !